1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.
2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.
3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.
4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.
5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.
7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.
8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.
9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.
10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.
Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.
|Ouran High School Host club:||God damn rich people|
|Soul Eater:||I'm gonna use this motherfucker to beat up that motherfucker.|
|Fullmetal Alchemist:||MY LEG|
|Black Butler:||Corset scene|
|Death Note:||I'm going to kill you all but no I'm a good guy I swear|
|Kuroko no Basuke:||gay basketball players|
|K project:||flaming homos|
|Fairy Tail:||nakama speeches|
|InuYasha:||must. make. sword. stronger... OMG KIKYO!|
|Uta No Prince Sama:||how gay can straight guys get|
|Kaichou Wa Maid Sama:||Perverted space alien|
|No.6:||Killer bees and homosexuals|
|DragonBall:||kamEHAME (two episodes later) HA|
|Zetsuen no Tempest:||i died like 30 fucking times but im still alive|
|Tonari no Kaibutsu-kin:||i love you loljk no wait i love you again|
|Neon Genesis Evangelion:||SHINJI GET IN THE FUCKING ROBOT|
|Angel Beats:||we're all dead but we still keep dying anyway|
|Cowboy Beebop:||see u space cowboy|
|Ao No Exorcist:||im satan's son ps im gonna kill satan|
|Daily Lives of Highschool Boys:||what the fuck is going on|
|Tsuritama:||i'm a fish youre a fish we're all fishes|
|Gintama:||neo armstrong cyclone jet armstrong cannon|
”But my dragons made no promises. And you threatened their mother.”
science has figured out how to open a portal to hell
- alcohol or lighter fluid
- Mix 4 parts powdered sugar with 1 part baking soda.
- Make a mound with the sand. Push a depression into the middle of the sand.
- Pour the alcohol or other fuel into the sand to wet it.
- Pour the sugar and baking soda mixture into the depression.
- Ignite the mound, using a lighter or match.
Oh tumblr, what would we do without you.
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